New Toys and Thrills: A BBW Wife’s Journey to Self-Love and Sensual Adventure
One evening my husband and I had a few drinks, and he became very outspoken! He said that I gained extra pounds, and my body does not arouse him anymore. It was a serious blow for me, because in recent years I have had the house and the children on me, and he works all day, he has training in an expensive gym, meetings with friends, and even long business trips. And now he's claiming that I'm fat. He showed me a webcam site that he often visits.
He said it was better than cheating, and he didn't want to cheat on me. He showed me the Top 10 October 2024's StripChat Queens, and wanted to motivate me to change. I can't believe it! As if it's that simple, to become as perfect as these webcam models. I have no time for myself now. He had already gone to bed, and I was still looking at these girls on the webcam site. Yes, there were several fattie women among them, and then I found out that on the Internet women like me are called BBW. And a lot more…
Resentment Led Me To Completely New Possibilities
I can't imagine how you can perform in front of a camera, and even naked! It seemed to me that only slender, perfect bodies could be shown so openly. But it doesn't seem to be the case. There are so many sites on the Internet that have webcam models. And some were even bigger than me! These are really big women. And then I saw the bbwcams.cam and it was a shock!!! Thousands of plump, large or simply overweight girls and women appeared in front of the cameras without shame.
They were not just naked, they satisfied themselves in front of the camera, doing close-ups of their most intimate body parts. And so many people write to them. Do many men there really like it when a woman is plump, with huge breasts and a heavy ass? I saw something in one of the girl's rooms and it struck me - a very handsome guy was there with her, but something was so... unusual with him.
And then I realized - it's a sex doll! It's so realistic, it looks like he is alive, only the look gives it away. It wasn't difficult to find a website on the Internet where I could order realistic male sex dolls. Girls, boys, even extreme alien dolls, anime girls, mermaids, and much more. I was looking at the site in disbelief. But I really liked toys for women - my husband has a very standard size, and here every woman could choose such cute guys with big phalluses! Really big - this is what I've always dreamed of.
A Secret Purchase For My Pleasure
I could buy a silicone guy for myself and keep him in the closet in my sewing room. My husband never went there anyway. I forbade the children from playing there so that they would not take my scissors, needles, and materials. Choosing a guy on oksexdoll.com turned out to be more interesting than I thought! You can make it the way you want - choose the color of his eyes, hair, hairstyle, and skin color. A handsome and sexy macho man - is who I wanted. Young, with green eyes and a small beard. I didn't even think that one day I would have such a man, and I would be able to embody my sexual desires in him.
When he finally arrived, I had to wait for everyone to leave the house. And such a case soon fell out. The children were with their grandparents, and my husband went on a business trip. My new silicone boyfriend had smooth, toned breasts, and beautiful arms, and he was my height. I didn't even expect that the toy would be so realistic! And as for his penis, it was beautiful! Just like I ordered - big with protruding veins and a large head. I couldn't wait to get started, try him out! I was turned on by this young body, and his erection. And it's true, I haven't received so much excitement from my husband for a long time. I could barely hold back myself, but I wanted to do everything in the best way for our first night together.
Webcams And Sex Toys
I immediately thought that I could have chosen other sex toys, but later. I was choosing music, but I didn't even understand how - I opened one of my husband's websites with girls. The beautiful woman caresses herself in front of the camera, and after 10 seconds she is already taken to a private chat. Another chubby girl was playing with a big vibrator, receiving hundreds of comments and tips. I wonder if I could try it. Here, in your room? Will he put the camera on, point it at his body, and turn it on?
Maybe even with my new toy? Will I get as much excitement from the audience? Well, since my husband chooses to watch webcam services, and he doesn't want me anymore, why don't I start watching beautiful male models too? Now I have a secret lover.… I agree with my husband - cheating will not lead our family to anything good. But can a realistic sex doll and webcam be considered as “cheating”? Everyone will get what they want.
